So this morning, my boyfriend Carlos, gets out of bed and takes a shower. After a while he comes back and crawls in to bed next to me. I turn over to give him a kiss, and yell out, “OH MY GOSH, YOU’RE NAKED!?” Push him of the bed. Him and I are both laughing our asses off and he looks at me, and said, “You know you liked it” ;) But he really wasn’t lol. Great way to start off the day.
I’m trying so hard to hold on to what we had. But baby, I just can’t do it anymore. These past 6 months had made such an impact on my life. I am so lucky to call you mine. But lately I feel like it’s too much. I have never doubted us and what we have and what it stood for. And this past month has taken its toll. I want nothing but for you to be happy and accomplish all the things you have set out to do. I love you so much baby, you mean the world to me. But sometimes it’s hard and I feel like I can’t do it any more. Im always going to want more from you. You have been so good to me, always there to catch me when I fall and to cover up my mistakes. I know you’re going through alot right now, and the stress gets to you, but it didn’t mean you have to take it out on me. I know I do the same thing, and we always make up right after we blow up on each other. But I feel like you deserve so much better. You haven’t been the same for the past 2 months and I wish you would just talk to me instead of bottling it up. I feel like our time has past and it was only a matter of time before enough was enough. You will succeed in life, because the man I know and love can conquer anything he sets his mind to. I will carry in my heart, for eternity.
Omg. Just had the best night with the love of my life. No sex, just intimacy. I will remember today and cherish it forever. Baby, when I leave tomorrow im packing you with me. Fuck what my teacher says, im taking you with me on this 3 day trip. Mauh! You are.amazing :))
One of the best experiences is when your making love with your significant other and you feel their heart beat as they press their chest against yours. <3 You haven’t felt a love like that until you experience it for yourself.
I feel that one day you’re just not gonna be there anymore. That non of this was real. I mean, how can’t I physically lose you? It’s not like we talk about breaking up. But the minute you’re not by my side, or when we have to say goodbye, that exact thought occurs. I hate it! I love you. And our relationship has been absolutely amazing, I never doubt, and we hardly never ever fight. You are the one for me. So why am I so afraid of losing you?
Why did you follow me and then unfollow me, like three times? Is there something you want to say to me, or are you just snooping around on my blog? Wtf dude.
Thought all this shit ended, I seriously don’t wanna start anything, leave me the fuck alone. If you’re trying to reconcile what we had, you can forget it. Fuck off, or better yet, go die.
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Ok. I miss you!